Was checking whether I should log in to MH, found out they’d nerfed my main and alt.
@daerksiea It gets better. This was supposed to be a visit to my new primary care physician. I also got notified that this new primary care physician? Is retiring. So I’m getting another in around a couple months anyways.
There’s a loud teleporting grasshopper in my room and I can’t sleep because of it.
WHERE.
IS.
IT.
Stupid corporate bigwigs not knowing their asses from a hole in the ground.
I havent been here for a while…
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Im pissed of because the latest TF2 patch broke tf_walkway aka the best training map in the game…
Slept way too long for my liking, only thing that woke me up was the need to go to the loo.
Well, ■■■■. False alarm (sadly). Would’ve loved to hear more from Byron Stroud.
I tend to use the Amazon best seller and top rated lists in various sub genres to hunt down new books. I’ve been distracted reading online fiction for a bit, so I hadn’t done it recently, but I did yesterday. Now I’d already known that books can be tagged in genres they aren’t in, but… Apparently thats taken a turn for the crazy. There are now erotica novels in every section. To the extent that it’s near impossible to find anything that’s actually part of the sub genre I searched for. It’s not that I have some fundamental objection to erotica, but this is a mess.
Ever felt like that doing everything, even things that you like, just drains you?
Had that for most of the day as soon as I woke up. Not out of tiredness, but coming from my on going depression.
Way my mom’s brain works overall, amplified today by the heat.
Muscle weakness is worse today, breathing takes work.
Grocery stores that ‘mist’ their produce. Asparagus does not deal well with being wet. Even when dry it goes bad quickly, but when the store’s actively providing conditions for it to rot? It goes fast.
Weather.
Paranoia, been worrying more than usual about things I can’t affect lately.
Slept too long again for my liking.
This mother ■■■■■■ speeding up as a cat ran across the road in my neighborhood.
I almost murdered someone today.
I’m the opposite. I’ll come to a screeching halt for animals but accelerate towards people lol.
On topic: It’s too damn hot today.
I went out to Island Beach State Park today to photograph the Osprey and dammit, I open my camera bag and it’s empty. I left all my ■■■■■■■ lenses at home because I took them out to clean them yesterday. All I had was my 50mm and we’re not allowed any closer than 60 feet from the nest so it was like trying to take pictures of ants.
I took plenty of pictures but even at 100% the osprey look like flying poop.
Dealing with people, even when they’re someone I know, and even having read up on human interaction, it feels like a foreign language.
Someone stole my knife
^ Hey, it’s that one guy.
Dear god,
If my friends and family would stop dying, I’d appreciate that.
Thanks god.
PS - screw you, god.