That sucks, I know you and Mira have been having Xbox One problems for some time.
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@PoeticNova: Whatās sleep? 
@Sm0kerCrew: You now have an ex-XBoxā¦
Iāve known that pain before. You have my sympathies.
Most sucks because we just wanted a calm Witcher3-evening -.-
Im stuck between:
A: Buy a used XB1 on ebay, to at least pay our titles.
B: Screw that and go PS4
And all I want is C: both.
Ughhh
Also: Gained 8-10kilos during the last 2 months due to stress and working instead of working out. I hate myself so much right nowā¦
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If you can afford it, Iād go with this.
It happens to us all Mira, no need to hate yourself over it. Itās what you do moving forward that counts.
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Still down with something, and trying to get ahold of the right person to refill my medication.
This is so true. Itās difficult but I think the trick is to let go of the past altogether, so not hate yourself for it, and just focus on todayā¦ I donāt find that easy though. And itās completely understandable to struggle with keeping a perfect diet when under stressā¦ we all get through as best we can! 
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Exactly. Learn from the past, but donāt dwell on it.
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I feel ya man.
My coworker hasnāt shown up in 3 days so itās pretty much confirmed she is fired. This means 12 hours of work 7 days a week until further notice.
Workā¦ and no morning coffee
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Know that feeling. Often enough Iām downright unapproachable if I dont have my morning coffee.
OT:
Iām getting help from a counselor (not sure if right name, but anyway) to get a job, even if it is on a volunteer basis. The municipality is making it that much harder to do so facepalm
Family problems.
More self harm, yay!
Coworker has been playing the victim for a while after having broken up with her boyfriend (a few little birds told me she is at fault) and when she stated she āputs others firstā I decided to test that at my own expense, knowing the chances of me getting burnt were very high.
I had to listen to her B.S for about half an hour. I told her my issues for eight minutes, she snickers at a few things I said and turned it back around to focus on her. I was quite steamed after that, and still am. Probably be the last time I pay attention to her at all.
Also keep getting calls from Spectrumāformerly Time Warner Cableāabout package deals. Running out of ways to tell them politely that my television tends to go weeks on end without being turned on and I have no use for a hard line.
I unintentionally upset my wife. I was doing work around the house and yard. Cut up my arms and wrist pretty bad. They look like blade marks and me being an idiot, I didnāt consider how they might affect Annette since she practiced self harm during high school and college. I feel like crap. Both physically and emotionally.
You know, something on being able to trust people. But making it glaring that what was my best friend is someone I find very hard to be able to stil build on. Even after talkign things through. Kind of wanting to vent it even if it happend a week ago. First he asked at pretty much last minute if I wanted to go to a concert with him, I said āIām not sure because it was so sudden, and Iām not even sure if it is financially feasableā. First he kept kinda pushing. But then 15 minutes or so later he just basically said along the liens of ānevermind, I dont want to anymore anywayā.
Fast forward a few days, talking with my love interest, who I also consider a much better friend at this point;
Few days later, she pointed out a concert thatās set for early next year. And itās basically planned out already, but it does depend on how she feels around that time. Point is, sheās atleast ā ā ā ā ā ā ā honest and straightforward about it.
Iām not sad or anything about it. Itās justā¦ well, a decade old friendship basically gone, I feel.
Finally got ahold of the right person at that office, who still wouldnāt do it. I really need to get that medication moved elsewhere, theyāve pulled things like this before (such as rescheduling my appointment to a branch office hours away).
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@PoeticNova: āRune Soldierā vol.1 has a scene exactly like that. 3 girls approach a relatively famous mage and declare that they wished to be his traveling companions; the same couldnāt be said of three guys who approached him in a bar and tried to bribe him with booze and babes (so heād join them) ā and he straight-up told 'em so.
And it gets better because despite his review of them being a littleā¦blunt about him, they overhear that part about them being more trustworthy than the guys for their honesty.
Someone told me a story today that really pisses me off so badly that I wanna talk about it, but I want their permission to do so first.
Long story short, I have a playlist on YouTube for really evil people, and this story really belongs there smack-dab in the middle.
EDIT: Got the go-ahead, MoL.
[spoiler]Made a friend on PSN recently who has just had a string of things happening, just Murphy's Law kinda ā ā ā ā . One of his XGFs reconnected recently, but said she didn't have very long due to terminal illness; she'd also [lost use of her legs]*, IIRC. A short time later (a few days ago), her mom reported to my friend that she was missing*; she was later found severely beaten but ultimately died, likely from the beating. The very next day, her brother logs in on his now-deceased sister's PSN, messages my friend asking if he's heard the 'good news' that his sister was dead. (My friend) made her happy, and her happiness (apparently) made her brother unhappy, so he kidnapped/relocated her, beat her, and left her for dead. Having said that, I don't even need to say that her dumbass brother bragged about it IN ā ā ā ā ā ā ā DETAIL, nor what obviously happened afterward.[/spoiler]That said, just thinking about such senseless evil enrages me beyond words.
After effects crashing, man I hate when that goat noise playsā¦ just pours salt on the wound
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Strongly wishing I could leave this ā ā ā ā ā ā ā place already.
@Raven_Ghosthawk
You made me look up Rune Soldier. Looks interesting to watch.