Depression is a ■■■■.
Shoot a PM when you feel comfortable to do so, we want you happy 
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I second what the people above me said.
You’re not alone in any case. And I know what it is when depression hammers you down again. So it is sad to read that a similar thing happend to you.
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Depression can really ■■■■ you up if you’re not careful. It’s supposed to be there to shake your world up so you can make changes to it and make it better, but if you’re stuck in a situation where you can’t make any changes at the time than instead of helping you it hurts you. It’s also good for drawing the attention of others so they can help you make those changes, but if you’re not in an environment with the sort of people who would help you out then again it just makes things worse. When things are at their worst all you can really so is endure it. Hopefully you’ll be able to pull through this without too much difficulty. You have people here who care. I hope that at least one of them can help ease your burden if even just a little.
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@BlackHeartV: In other words, the straw that broke the camel’s back. I’m at a loss for much to say, but I guess all I can say for now – the short version – is you get help, be strong, be well, and we’ll (hopefully) see you around again. Hope that you beat this thing.
@Kaleidodemon: Well-said.
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Get help from someone close to you or from a professional if needed. Don’t fight this alone.
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Realizing one of the classes I’m taking is pointless and isn’t required at the college I want to transfer over to. I don’t want to withdraw (I could still get my money back at this point) and have that on my record either that I dropped a class blah. I have to hurry up and decide like pronto.
Just here to say thanks for the nice comments and just so you know, I am seeking help already. It’s been working well so far but things just fell apart really hard for some reason. I don’t think I will be able to get over this any time soon. Add in a dog with a potentially serious illness by sheer coincidence and you have the recipe for disaster.
I will remain off for I don’t know how long for the time being. See you around. Or not, I don’t know anymore.
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Dude, that’s just toon force being toon force.
Very underrated power, especially when coupled with hammer space.
Ugh, it’s relapse season. When all the crazy you’ve been putting off all year comes to roost. Mine usually comes in late summer, early autumn, although this year I think I’m ahead of the game with the move that I made.
Talk to people if you need to. I usually try to take some time off work and lock myself in my room and just bask in the unholy glow of all my ■■■■■■ decisions coming back all at once. Oh, and vodka. Lots of vodka. Although I cant recommend having access to an internet connection if thats the case.
In any case, do whatcha gotta to make it through. Give us an update whenevs you can. You know we love you, and there’s not a thing you can do about it.
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I wanna say “That’s lovely in the worst way.” but I don’t think that’s the right way to say that. I mean, it’s crushing, sobering, lonely, and only with a small glimmer of hope. But there’s that hope, which is the “lovely” part, I guess. One of those things, where when I imagine having kids that I hope they don’t grow up like me, in a good number of ways at least. Specifically in my tendency to ignore those little times when somebody needs help, and I hesitate just long enough for them to do it themselves. “Just long enough” being that I want to, but don’t.
I dunno, I want to do better.
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Don’t you dare let yourself feel let down, you are an invincible machine with no soul. How dare you have any hopes, how dare you want anything better, how dare you express discontent and unhappiness.
How dare you have any human needs or emotions… Do not cry, I will not give you any sympathy… this is all an act to avoid your failure.
Love and compassion are for real people, and you are not worth it. So get back in your coffin and recharge those batteries, because you are not making enough money.
I’ve been trying for the longest time to think of something that I’d like to go back to school for. Something that I’d actually enjoy, as opposed to something practical. It doesn’t look like my childhood dream of being a pilot is going to pan out. It’s financially impossible, and I’m not really sure what else I could do. My only talent in this world is writing. Maybe I’m supposed to pursue a career in that field. I don’t know…
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You never know unless you try. Perhaps you should look into it.
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Feelings about my body and self-confidence in general at sub-zero levels.
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Cheer up Diva.
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come on haatieeeeeeeee
<3
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Although, tbh, i’m in the same boat. Sorry to hear.
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Granted, I also feel the same way that you do about myself, but here’s something to help YOU feel better, at least lol.
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