Something similar happened to me in January. I’d worked at a tourist mall off and on for about 10 years. The only reason I stayed was because of my coworkers. They eventually started leaving because the company was going downhill. Hours were cut to ridiculous levels. (5 hours a week for me. ) Finally they let me go, asnd last I heard they’re basically on a skeleton crew. The day I left there for the final time, while I was officially now unemployed, I was happy to get away from that misery. it was for the best.
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This is what I am afraid of. New staff got hired, my hours got cut to 5 a week. The atmosphere is just miserable. Morele seems low. It just feels like I should jump ship soon, then get cut off with no were to go. Search jobs now before it happens.
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The job search sounds like it would be worth the effort. Being this miserable everyday at work sounds awful. It’s time for a much needed change. I hope everything works out for you Krewl.
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I worked at the same place for 15 years until recently as a manager. I took less money on my new job, still got really good money starting out and I have a lot less responsibility than I had at the old job and the stress level is way down. I hope you can have a similar transition if you decide to move on to another job Krewl…
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That’s what I’ve been going through. If you ever need to talk you have me on Steam and we can talk about this or Warhammer some more, either is good.
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Cat has been gone for almost 2 weeks, found him dead today.
Oh no, I’m so sorry. You’re cat was really beautiful. It’s always so sad when they leave us.
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I’m sorry to hear that. Poor little kitty. 
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Sorry Twister. I’m sad for you and your kitty 
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Sorry to hear that man. Losing a pet is tough.
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So my pup ain’t doing well.
All this pet stuff be breaking my heart, I know the feels… Stay strong!
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Still struggling with my feelings towards work. I was thankfully able to bite down a paranoia attack in fear that my workplace would google my one email account and find all my forum/online stuff lol… I had to forward something because of a certain crapstorm that came out of nowhere and I wont go into details of it here, but most of you know what happened. It also makes me think I may have to change my online identity in the future even though I have nothing to hide.
The shitstorm should be over now, it did have to involve the police and the cop emailed me back that hes made contact with them and hopefully they will leave me alone now.
As for work, ugh its so damn hard that I want to move on yet my coworkers are always glad to see me and its like nothing is wrong. It’s also close to summer time and that’s when vacations get booked, and I usually have more shifts then because of it. It’s almost like I should just try and get though the summer, and when the next season hits it would be more safer to search, since fall time is quiet… I dunno, I’ll have to bounce my feelings off my job counselor again. I KNOW I wont survive another Christmas there, I know it in my guts…
I am kinda proud though I didn’t snap… I was pretty close to the edge again, with emotions from work and that unfortunate incident… My appetite is starting to recover and I have been able to sleep.
I’m so sorry about your cat. It’s so hard to lose a pet. hugs
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My lifelong emotional issues rear their head again today!
Last night, in a PSN chat that I created that myself and about 30 other of my close online friends share, one of them (who I was very skis with, or at least THOUGHT I was) discovered they had been blocked by someone else in the chat (a person who i barely know who had been recently invited by someone else) and asked me to ask that person why.
I told my friend I did not know the person who blocked them well enough to ask then that and that I would rather not get involved.
Came home from school today to find my friend had blocked me.
The only reason I can think of is it was out i spite Cuz I did not ask that person why they blocked my friend?
Seems super petty, right?
Well, whatever the reason why, until I find out WHY it happened and hopefully get unblocked, my wonderful paranoid, needy, severe trust and abandonment issue laden mind is going to be spending every available second worrying about this.
Ahhhh, lovely manic depression!
Good times, good times…
Yeah, cheers to mental health. Sometimes we just can’t help it.
Example: Even though I am over that online threat attack since the cop helped, I am still choking back paranoia/anxiety attacks because I am still on edge and not sure when I am going to wind down. My appetite is at-least returning. I’m just hoping I don’t forget some things I gotta do this week… much writing on the calendar.
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I need to move out as soon as possible and I have nothing. My bank account has been bled dry due to bills and every day living expenses. So… I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’ve exhausted every known channel to me. The top reason was, “You don’t have any present children with you, it’s just you.” So basically the government is telling me, they don’t give a ■■■■ about a transsexual living out of their vehicle when I’m borrowing a truck to get around (today, I did use my motorcycle as it was 90 degrees.)
Puppy update, apparently he didn’t take too well to the surgery is what I’ve been told. Don’t know if he is dead and I’m just a stressed out, pulled thin mess. Minor problems, my Dark Eldar model didn’t come in yet. Partner should be home soon, I’m going to curl up and cry I think. Like I was suppose to move like a ■■■■■■■ year ago and things just got progressively worst over the year… and then 2017 hit me like a ■■■■■■■ fanblade, sliced me in half and left me for dead.
I’m so sorry things are bad, daerksiea. It sounds awful. I really hope things get better because you deserve it, you (and your pup) are in my thoughts. 
Some kittens:
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Dear lord… Stay strong Daerk…
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