As weird as it may sound, I got really sad today because I realized my girlfriend hasn’t been around to make fun of my accent. I just loved when we would each say something and the other would be able to laugh at their silly accent or the way we pronounced stuff
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So very tired.
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Thinking about the last few years and realizing there hasn’t been a lot of time that I’ve been truly happy. Like… I was really happy with my ex and then I went and ■■■■■■ that all up because I was such a ■■■■■■ boyfriend, but other than that I don’t think there’s a time when I was really happy
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Got back on twitter and found one of my favourite internet cats has died. She was called Bitches, did amazing paw work and got blocked by the President.
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I miss all my peoples on these forums, my new work schedule still has me all messed up so I’m not able to get into a good rythym with my life at the moment. And that has affected my time on here, so far behind with all my threads plus lack of shenanigans.
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But at least she got her shake.
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The realization that the love of my life is dead, and never coming back. I just want to hold her in my arms one more time, that’s all I want
Wait, what? What happened?
Binge watching. I don’t have much time for tv, working nights as I do, and since I’ve been home nursing this shoulder surgery, I’ve switched from straight talk to tmo and actually unlimited data. So i downloaded the entire second season of the magicians. So i watched both seasons back to back and now ARRRRGGGGHHHHH ■■■■■■■ CLIFFHANGERS.
My apologies, that was… Slightly misleading, though not much. She died two and a half years ago, but it all kinda hit me again. She took her own life, struggled from a lot of untreated mental health issues. Her parents didn’t believe therapy worked and they payed the price for it. Both their daughters, unfortunately
I’m sorry to hear that. 
This depression, I hate it. I hate how it controls my life and I worry it destroys my relationship with @MidnightNova. She gives me happiness and yet this goddamn depression takes it all away. Just make it stop please…
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I know I’m not the only one on this board who’s wishing you well with this. Depression can be awful.
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It’s really not fun to see her in such a state. But as I’ve told @BlackHeartV I’ll be there for her.
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Family friend and formidable author has died.
Because of some… ■■■■■■■ ■■■■■■■, I’ll never get to spend the rest of my life with the love of my life. I never got to see her graduate high school. I’ll never get to see her graduate college. I’ll never get to look into her eyes and tell her I love her again. I’ll never be able to hold her in my arms, never be able to stroke her hair as she lays in my lap, falling asleep. I’m never going to get to tear up when I see her walking down the aisle, I’ll never see her tear up when I read my vows. I’ll never get to see our kids grow up and go through all of that. And I just… I don’t know how to deal with that. I don’t know how to recover from this when every ■■■■■■■ time I close my eyes all I see is her face. Every time I sleep, it’s always the same ■■■■■■■ dream, when she’s standing there with the gun to her head. How do I function in life when everything reminds me of her? Someone please tell me, because I am ■■■■■■■ drowning over here, and I don’t know how much longer I can swim
Aside from my uncle, I’ve never lost anyone that close to me. All I can say is remember the good times you had and move on. Honor her memory and keep on living. And if possible, try to find happiness in another’s arms.
Might be weird, but realizing that I’ve got 92 unreads backed up in the Happy Thread (#9322/9413), and my last one was now a week ago at #9302…
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